To Sleep or Gaze

To sleep or gaze

Through this seemingly almost pleasant haze

A mist that conveniently blurs the realisation

Of cruelty and procrastination

And as the opaqueness quells this loathing

There is just me, under very light clothing

O, how these knots are hazardous to the intent

 Outwitting the personal revenge, its planning spent

However, there is no opportunity to succumb

As the alternative is too dumb

For ‘twas neither passion nor age

But whole life disaffection that wrote this page

Comforted oft by silicon love, coated by motes of dust

The traces of me in skin, are lost like trust

My time runs short and the search for reason fails

So, as inevitability overwhelms, this world pales

And for those on one side of the drama

Played you any small role in hereof trauma?

©HeyHey Friday 14^thDecember 2018

lightening and filaments

as lightening

and filaments

tell me i’m here

which place of days and ways eludes me

by thinking it might be nearby

or maybe when

yet hope prevails

as there could be forever

and solving my fate is so …

tomorrow

still the sparks and walking molecules abound

but

the day was a short breath

and

the way was curved ether

twix stranger’s homes

because forever was as forever is

… will be

so clarification could be simply

complex 

©HeyHey 2018